I've become so numb I can't feel you there

My insides all turned to ash, so slowAnd blew away as I collapsed, so coldA black wind took them away, from sightAnd held the darkness over day, that nightSo now you're gone, and I was wrongI never knew what it was like, to be alone(I used to be my own protection, but not now)On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)